The Hidden Structure
(Introduction)

There is a warp at work, an 'inner distortion' of 180 º that influences the energy flow in the opposite direction as one thinks it flows. In the 'female half' of the psyche, the direction 'reverses' in some kind of way. In plain language: half the actions, desires and efforts of humankind should be directed in the opposite way of the direction one usually uses in trying to accomplish something. What this means is that when you vehemently desire something with lots of tension, you will not succeed. When you relax and let go, it can come to you.

Of course, this is what the old masters have already said for 3000 years. But I can prove it! Thanks to the availability of the exact time span in long term life cycles (3.2 years), it has become possible to show those interacting energies with synchronicity 'strings' over long-time spans. This effect is also at work in the short-time 'Moon Dance' life cycles, usually of 4, 5 or 6 moons. These short-term cycles play the role of personal indicator to show a person lives in the flow or in the conflict, as I numerously remarked myself in my 'dark period', some 3-4 years ago and also with some friends and with clients.

In the forerunning days of the final breakdown (after those 12-13 years of my early successful air-conditioning business), 'the pupils of my eyes were not round but consisted of two big $-$ signs'. Each month, blinded by the urge to gather huge amounts of money to cover the older, increasing depths, I completely lost my inner strength and straightness. My archetypal Magician, Warrior and King turned 'black', I lost my Lover and I paid a huge price for those repeated mistakes I made during 5 years.

But once I recovered from the dungeon and licked my wounds, I saw light at the end of the tunnel. It was very peculiar and numerous events took place in my revamped life. It became clear to me that my life tale contained lots of symbolic, but very readable meanings. Just as the lives of others do the same for their owners (as I learned from those of two close friends). It was creating itself, fed by earlier energies and positions. It was working an 'automatic' if left unattended but became manageable in small bits with self-awareness, albeit with a delay.

Imagine yourself that you are driving a huge 20 tons truck and you want to turn left and right. Imagine further that in a crazy technician has reversed the direction of the steering wheel (left steers right, right steers left, but only in the odd weeks, in the even weeks the direction is again 'normal'). He also delayed the reaction of the wheels by 5 seconds. You will have to go very slowly (in steps of 10-20 seconds) to adapt repeatedly to the situation. You can imagine how difficult it would be, until you finally grasp the working of the hidden mechanism?

The same happens in one's life with two built-in delays: one only after 3.2 years (generally) and the short term (individual) in about 4-6 months of time. If you are conscious about these life cycles, life itself shows it's inner structure, the way it develops on 'automatic' and the way you can steer and gradually take things in your own hand, but only for a smal part.

Suppose you think you'll feel good when you gain a lot of money. My advise is to stop trying to get lots of it at all and maybe start giving it away a little! Start to help people find what they need deep in themselves, realise your dream plan or start planting potatoes… it all depending on your own inner life goal and dharma. The more relaxed you become in your personal efforts, the easier life returns its energy to you, not by bringing you the desired huge amounts of money but money will come in nice and sufficiently. It will come in such a way that you will have more time available to do your other creative, personal things in a fruitful, creative and self-supporting way. You will feel good, seen, appreciated, respected and fulfilled. And this is the secret. When you become greedy again, you have the responsibility of knowing in advance that 3.2 years later, some changes will be inflicted. And when you start slowly to 'slip down the slope', you will get increasing warnings each 4-6 months to awaken you. Isn't that nice and forthcoming? Our God (mine and yours), has a huge amount of patience. We really do have a free will but it works with a delay.

You have to see your life as a wind-up spiral spring of a clock. Once you start to relax a bit, the windings of your personal life cycle become looser and broader. In slowly transcending from 'fast and busy' to a more 'slow and conscious' attitude, the short-term life cycle relaxes and doubles and even can triple in the process. You can get more done with less effort as things start to happen nice and easy and more 'on their own in the flow'. Just as in a one-cylinder engine that gets upgraded by adding a second, a third and a fourth cylinder. In producing the same amount of energy, the four-cylinder can turn at 25% of the original RPM speed and he runs more stable.

Life interaction works in reality just as a Wankel engine or a flower with slowly opening leaves, adjusting to the sunlight…

What I am trying to say is that these crazy theories are backed up by huge amounts of data, hundreds of observed peculiar synchronicity strings and tested in real life with real people. I invite you to read through it for yourself and slowly test it out in some way.

Do just a small amount of research in your own family with the birthdays of at least 20 children in two or three family branches and you will certainly see the results for yourself within half an hour. You can find on this site everything you need to do this for free.

A lot of people talk about repeating life cycles, just check it out for yourself. Furthermore, you can make out if something is really of a certain controversial meaning or importance to you by the reactions of your own ego to it. When being confronted with a brand new idea such as these, you get a glimpse of the personal attitude inside yourself towards these new things.

If you feel wondered, activated, prudent but curious and open-minded in your approach to these unorthodox statements, you show a nice, natural life energy flowing in and out of yourself.